Chapter 1839 I Want To Fuck:(A Taboo/Incest Trip):>Ep15

• Their secret at Sindy's was never far from her mind. After so many years of self-denial, those three days had been magical beyond her wildest dreams. Now she was thinking any other guy couldn't be anywhere close to as good, close to as satisfying. She and Daniel had felt so close. It had all felt so right. She knew it was wrong at the time. She knew it couldn't last. But she couldn't help herself. She'd been powerless. It was like she'd thrown a monkeywrench into all her plans, and yet she couldn't bring herself to regret a single minute of it.
• Daniel's time at school also did not go quite as planned. He didn't feel like meeting any girls. He could see they were pretty. He even knew he could get one, or even more than one if he tried. Unlike before, when he'd been in high school, he was completely confident he could find a beautiful girl who would have sex with him. He could totally please her in bed. But he didn't want to. She wouldn't be Amanda, so it wouldn't matter. He only wanted Amanda, and she was 2,000 miles away and off limits. She probably even had a boyfriend by now, he thought.
• School was not going well and Daniel was homesick. The only problem was, he was afraid he didn't even really have a home to return to. He didn't want to get in the way of Amanda's moving on. As the Thanksgiving holiday approached he didn't know what he would do. Staying in the dorms seemed like a sad and pitiful option, although he knew it would be possible. His roommate had invited him, but he knew it was basically out of obligation. They didn't really like each other. His sister was going to be with her fiance and his family.